Not a good night. Can't sleep bc my mind is racing ..bitter sweet holiday today at my moms. Missed my dad by our pool w us. It f-ing sucks !!! My Gmom isn't doing good(moms mom). I'm so miserable. Ppl lately have lied to me to protect my feelings...ughhh. Can't they hear me whn I say PLZ Don't lie to Me! !! That's all I ask.............